Why didn't you pay Charley back Rick.
He loaned you money but you didn't pay him back. You said something absurd like you weren't going to pay him back "that way". You claimed that you had made him everything that he was. The trouble with that Rick is that you weren't worth a ** yourself and had nothing to offer him or anybody else. You can't do anything worthwhile for anyone because you weren't worth a ** yourself.
Why were you so surprised when Charley started avoiding you? You never saw him again. Observing how you treated Charley I got the ** away from you too. Nobody cares about you Rick.
You died Rick. Your drugged up and drinking days are over. NOBODY CARED.