maybe it's lame but i'm more proud of the simple fact i am the only one among all of my friends who isn't rushing a sorority than i have been about the majority of the decisions i've made recently. i've spent my entire life trying to conform myself into being something i wasn't. maybe i'll be alone. maybe i'll find people who like me exactly the way i am. i don't know. i do know that i'm starting to love myself. finally. i don't need anyone else to tell me i'm worthy.