I'm in love
I am still in love with a guy I haven't seen since May. I met him in December, but we weren't exclusive which was my first mistake. The girl he was seeing while he was seeing me is now his girlfriend, so I feel like the other woman. I am seeing someone now. But in all honesty, if he rang my doorbell today and said "Nici, I love you" I would be with him in a heart beat.
I love you with my whole heart even if its wrong, and I know you don't feel the same way. I miss you, iI think about you all the time, and I still have hope as stupid as that may be. Love always,