Now what?

My mom died two weeks ago and I don't know what to do. It feels like i'm not even human anymore. No emotions or interests. I just am. My family all live in different areas so its hard for us all to find time to meet up. I just keep asking myself well whose going to help me plan my wedding? and pick out a dress? Whose going to get super excited to have a grandchild and help name them? Whose 45th birthday am I going to celebrate in 1 month now? how am I going to start working again and going to school? University was alraedy hard in the first place. I just dont know what to do

Jul 8, 2010

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  • i'm sure your mom will be watching over you and be beaming with joy during all your happy moments. i agree with future jake in the fact that your mom will have gone knowing you loved and cherished her. be strong and live life to the fullest!

    -lily dream.

  • I felt the same way whenmy brother was murdered. Just know that it does eventually get better and over time, all your sad memories will turn into happy ones.

  • Future Jake, thou doth surprise me. How insightful and sweet, from the guy who irks me like no other.

  • Maybe dig up her dead carcus and f*** her

  • I am sorry for your loss.

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