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Sitting by myself and I'm about to turn 78
Every friend I ever had has died. Everyone who ever loved me unconditionally has died. I failed to marry. No kids or Grandchildren. I never thought I'd end up like this.
Feb 4
Would love ** you making you really wet
It may sound strange to you, but my wife and I went through a perverted situation where we looked for older people to have ** with. Do you want a little fun to cheer you up?
We're both under 30, and it's just she and me in this world.
Some of the world is inside us - our loved ones and our friends who have gone before us - and some of the world is outside of our heads - the sun, the wind, the birdsong. There is life to live it every single day. And then we too will go. But not any sooner.
I'm 70 and lived a full life, had lots of friends when I was younger but as time moved on they became fewer and fewer. Most have passed on and some just disappeared from my life. I had one great love in my life, but she went to the great beyond 40 years ago. Way to early for both of us. I moved on and kept going thinking that I would leave this world early myself but no l have out lived most everyone I know. And if I had known I would survived this long I would have taken better care of myself. But life is full of loss and I realized that early on. Now I am just waiting for my turn but I don't fear death but I will not hurry it either. Yeah I get lonely for my old friends but I wake up everyday wondering what is ahead of me and embracing the new.
The only real fear I have is my mind going and I'm not sure how well I can handle that.
Teach some younger people what you’ve learned in life and meet new people and make new connections, your journey is not over.
That’s the other side of aging. Friends seem to die and if you don’t have a family of your own you become a lonely. Especially after when closest relatives dies. But we should try to see things differently. We can still make friends, we can enjoy little things in daily basis if our fragile health doesn’t fail us completely. I enjoy going out to see people, talking with them and even reading papers on the library.