I masturbated
I masturbated I intentionally had impure thoughts I was feminine disgusting pathetic lazy insensitive ungodly self righteous unloving unmerciful irresponsible ungrateful anxious afraid worried paranoid I neglected to share my faith recently I was hypocritical argumentative I complained I was stubborn immature unprofessional I had resentment worldly sorrow I was faithless ungodly manipulative divisive I was self righteous I had a martyr Like attitude I’ve had suicidal thoughts I was irresponsible I was unforgiving I feel awkward embarrassed humiliated insecure and I feel like lashing out at God
May 24
Whatever you do, just DONT LASH OUT AT GOD. I get it, trust me I've been there, too. But someday you have to grow up and realize you cant blame God for everything, esp when your biggest enemy is yourself. You have to learn how to accept that it happen, you arent perfect, you can't change it, its in the past. The only thing you can possibly do is not make that same mistake again, make better decisions, and some admendmets along the way; and the only person who can grant you the courage, the wisdom, and the peace to do that is God...but only if you ask him, and put in the effort to make a difference.