Heavenly father

Dear heavenly father i prayed about what you told me and he still has not come home yet i am sorry for not believing before i am sorry about choosing satans ways over yours 
and blaspheming you because people told me you did not exist i was very happy when i 

met jesus, the angels and even satan he was in full power and didn't hurt me much i was terrified when i heard his voice for the first time even though it sounded attractive when i was in the spiritual world he was just so aggressive i cant believe that he actually

admitted to hurting me that time i was asleep on the couch he said he was trying to take my soul i screamed so loud it woke up my whole family when i felt it happening i was in so much pain and that was before i even believed in souls existing my god that was painful tell jesus i enjoyed the time i spend with him and am sorry for listening to the people telling me he does not exist that was the first time i have ever cried in front of a man and i am glad the first man i ever cried on was my savior 

i love the way he just spent time with me listening to all my problems and anger comforting me with love like a father would a child he really is the perfect man so much better than the men on earth 

heavenly father your voice was not what i expected it to sound like at all you were so kind and gental with me calling me heavenly daughter and i love the way you pushed me on that merry go round with your amazing power 

and even then i did not believe i was talking to god even though i was face to face with him because i could not see him

dear heavenly father i found out everything the christians say is really true because i went through ** in the spiritual world 

i found out that ** is real because the demons started introducing themselves and i was told leviathan said hello and liked the way my body feels so he wasn't gonna leave me

and abbadon the worst demon when i met him he said he would not hurt me if i had ** with him i told people on this site but people didn't believe me but abbadon did make me ride his ** or he was gonna hurt me and he stopped me from calling you to help me

demons are very powerful they told me i cant say jesus name around them and the bible say at the name of jesus they will flee so that is why he stopped me from saying jesus name around him 

i honestly did get turned on when i read that ouija board confession about abbadon kissing pushing that girl against the wall and kissing her i was hoping there was more but she says after she contacted him and he wanted to stay she said go away abbadon i will never be with you and he seemed sad which makes me realize that demons feelings can get hurt feelings to

i dont know why abbadon did not attack me in the spiritual world every christan says hes the worst demon and i should be dead after encountering him but i am still living all he wanted was ** that does not make since hes the most horrible demon there is in **

i know what jesus did to me in that church even though no body believes me and why did you let it happen? because hes your son so its ok 
im not mad but it was still wrong to let him do that

i am confused about jesus he is a nice and mean person he says that he will spend time with me and reveal his power and he did heal my aunt but he made me obey him i was not expecting that 

tonight i want you to give me a dream of the spiritual world i now know that you are the all seeing eye i am so glad i discovered my pineal gland and met my real father all my life ive felt alone and like my puzzle had a missing piece i am so glad i found out that missing piece was really you and now i can be truly happy 

opening my pineal gland and discovering the bible is true is the best spiritual memory i have now

i still think that you should forgive satan he is one angry man he kept pulling me and pulling me and being so mean and aggressive i didn't even know he could make love until it happened

you wont send me to ** for making love to him will you?

i know you saw everything that happen he possessed me when i opened my spiritual portal and violated me

i hope to met some more demons on my other trip something happen and i have not been able to get back to the spiritual world i have prayed constantly help me out please 

you are the perfect father much better than those fathers having babies and leaving them you actually care about everyone and love all of your children and that is why you are the perfect father i love you so much

thanks for creating me father i cant wait to visit you again and i  cant wait to come see you when i get t heaven love you forever your daughter lenetra

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