I've been lying to my mother for months that I was doing good in school. Today I left a screen up with my grades on purpose, the guilt had hit me hard the night before, so hard that I have been up since 7pm yesterday due to my anxiety. She flipped out when she saw that her AP class taking daughter was failing for the semester. Even though she's enrolling me in a horrible school, and promising me no Christmas. I feel...happy. Maybe I'm just crazy?