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well i dont know how i ever got to this point. my friend tells me i need serious counseling, but arent i the stereotypical girl?
i have both attachment and detachment issues. I attach to guys after **, but ive only attached to guys who have treated me like **. the guys who treat me nice are not enough of a thrill for me? the one guy is only ** me and leaves me..i really like him. and he wont give me the time of day. and he's very sexually degrading. i do it because he likes it. and for that little while i think he actually likes me. i am so ashamed and disgusted with myself that i was treated like a cheap, desperate **.
but i can be so cold to guys who like me for who i am, who actaully take me out on dates and treat me with respect. i ditch them, lie to them, and plain out ignore them until they dont like me anymore.
i am so ashamed of myself. my self esteem is shattered and i have no ** drive anymore. and i'm only 21. things have progressively gotten worse and i am afraid i'll only stay in abusive relationships and get killed one day by a psycho boyfriend/husband.
SUICIDE IS PAINLESS.
To the first commenter;
Yeah, the chemical that is produced is called "Child Support".
It oozes out all over the birth certificate and runs down into the wallet.
^Well you'd need a spine, a **, and some **, all of which you clearly lack.
So I call ** on your opinion.
Oh, hey, us abusers need somebody to abuse, otherwise we'd have to reform.
I LOVE to abuse women sexually. I make them eat my **, ** all over them, force them to perform ** acts on my friends and strangers alike.
I once had a girlfriend who I forced to blow a bar full of strange guys.
Then, I beat ** out of her for being unfaithful.
You need to get in touch with me, sweetheart.
I'll show you the REAL meaning of abuse.