I am with a wonderful woman, I tell her I love her every day. I have done so for the last year that I was with her. But, I don't love her. I am still in love with my ex. I regret messing that relationship up by being an a******. I let my pride and ingnorance get the best of me and I f***** it up, but I still love her. I try to make up for it by being "perfect" in this relationship. It is eating at me from the inside out. I don't love this woman. I can't. I know what I did wrong, I don't want to repeat the same mistakes but I don't want to hurt this woman, I just don't love her.