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Murder
I fantasize about murder in a very sexual way. I would never actually kill anyone, but still the thought of sitting on a guy's chest and cutting his throat is intensely arousing to me. I keep the thoughts at bay by writing horror fiction, but I still think about it constantly. It's the only way I can get off by myself. I watch Hostel instead of **. I feel like some kind of freak.
I personally have similar day dreams about cutting this coworker I have a crush on. He's so cute, but doesn't notice me. I always wonder if me cutting them is anger or **. It does freak me out...but I shiver due to excitement every time
It's just a fetish, as long as it doesn't hurt anyone or interfere with your daily life it's not a problem. But I wouldn't go around telling the world about it or anything, or you might lose some friends... lol