life
truly I have thought of ending my life more than once, why? I failed at college tried to join the marines rejected, got a job lost it, and the girl I was so in love with left me because I was annoying her and well... in simple terms I was a loser in her life...I have bad luck but so what as long as I had you thats all I needed to keep going. Now I have nothing, no job, no school prospects and no life ambition...why? because I dont have the desire too live anymore knowing I will end up failing in the end and disappointing not just myself but everyone around me... like always...
DON'T GIVE UP!!! IF YOU WANT TO STOP FAILING, THE FIRST STEP IS TO KEEP LIVING! ENDING YOUR LIFE WILL JUST PROVE YOU ARE A FAILURE. INSTEAD LIVE AND PROVE YOU ARE A SUCCESS! MANY SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE DIDN'T GO TO COLLEGE, STARTED THEIR OWN BUSINESS AND HAD NO SGIGNIFICANT OTHER WHILE DOING IT ALL. SO SHAKE IT OFF AND REMEMBER YOU ARE A LOVED PERSON ALWAYS. SOMEONE OUT THERE LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW.
Keep trying. Some of the most influential people started out with ** lives, spending time in jail, poverty, no education, mental afflictions, disabilities... the list goes on. Keep trying.
You're not alone.