I've f***** everything up. She's my only friend, and I lost her. I know I've only seen her 3 times since early december last year, and we went 6 months without speaking, but she's my best friend. And I told her that txting her everyday isn't enough to get me through the lonely days at school. She does everything she can to make me feel loved, and that she'll never leave me, and I told her that people can't leave if they're never there. She hasn't spoken to me in weeks and I've tried apologising, but I think I just lost the only friend I have for good.