i feel like i don't exist
i have a lot of friends. but you know the feeling that will still be happy without you? that they can easily replace you in their lives because you're not that important anyway? well, that's how i'm feeling.
that's the reason why i can't give all my trust to anyone. i'm afraid that after i give my all, they would leave me. and i'm sure it would take me long to move on from that. i know because i've been there twice. i trusted too much on my ex-bestfriends yet i got nothing but betrayal. now, all i feel is i'm useless. i'm nobody. i don't exist. nobody wants me. :(