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i feel like i don't exist
i have a lot of friends. but you know the feeling that will still be happy without you? that they can easily replace you in their lives because you're not that important anyway? well, that's how i'm feeling.
that's the reason why i can't give all my trust to anyone. i'm afraid that after i give my all, they would leave me. and i'm sure it would take me long to move on from that. i know because i've been there twice. i trusted too much on my ex-bestfriends yet i got nothing but betrayal. now, all i feel is i'm useless. i'm nobody. i don't exist. nobody wants me. :(
There are many times I feel the same way as you, and yeah it does hurt to think someone you care about a lot will just fade away.
Having just had a bad situation happen to me, I worry that now that my best friend has met someone that makes her happy she will forget about me, because I can't make her happy the same way.
But I love her all the same, and no matter how insecure I may be, she is my best friend. Sometimes you have to trust them, even with all the bad experiences of the past.