Never mind the title
Did many things. smoke and drink. but never unaware of it. i feel so evil inside me. i feel like ripping myself of this humanly gesture and slay every possible corrupt a*******. angel boils in me. i meditate and yet i can feel a need to gain power in various forms intellectual sexual psychic or anything that creates a form of domination. i have no personal anger against anybody but simply against a system of killing. why do i probably give a f***? because i am scared. true it may be. if i have no power i will be crushed by what i swore to crush. CAPITALISM.