I love him, I know I do. I always have and I always will. I know he feels the same way, but we have a big problem... we have a sixteen year age difference. I know what its like to lose him, the feelings horribe and i dont want to ever let that happen again. hes finally back from egypt but still im not allowed to see him. it would be illegal for us to do anything and even in a sexless relationship he would get in trouble. i cant let him go though... It just leaves a frustrated and depressed, but every chance i get to be with him is filled with love and hapiness... i dont get that often. i just want to be with him but there are so many things holding us back. i dont know what to do.