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Addiction....
I am 19 years old. I have been on my own since I was 11. I had ** for the first time at 14. I have been smoking cigarettes for 6 years. I have been doing cocaine in large doses daily for the past 4 years. I OD for the first time when I was a freshman in highschool. I have been stabbed twice. I have been beaten within an inch of my life. I live with a 23 year old who has a 4 year old daughter. I love my boyfriend and I love his daughter... I think... I can't decide weather I love my life or if I hate it, I weather I want to florish and live. Or roll over and die.
If you don't know whether you want to live or die, go to a narcotics anonymous meeting and see if anyone else has ever felt that way. It might save your life or make it worth living.