When my boyfriend (of 7 years, now)
When my boyfriend (of 7 years, now) goes to touch me or try to get me hot while in bed, it freaks me out. It doesn't feel good anymore. I pretend like it's simply tickling me, but it's actually upsetting me. I know he's beyond frustrated, but continues to accept it, I guess. I do get aroused by things -- fantasies, good looking men and women, etc. -- but can't bring myself to actually get physical. The last time we tried to have s**, I was so rigid and nervous that it was incredibly painful when he finally put it in...but it felt as if I was having s** with my Dad or something and I ended it after only a few seconds. It was unbearable. I have no idea why I've become this way and miss the great s** we used to have.