I've been with my boyfriend for a few
I've been with my boyfriend for a few years. He's my first serious relationship and he's the only one I've ever had s** with or even seriously kissed for that matter. He's had experience with other girls before me. It bothers me a little, but I've learned to deal. I love him very much and we speak of marriage in the near future. But sometimes I secretly want to try being with another man out of curiousity. I know if I ever acted on it I would feel guilty and probably would lose the man I love.