I've been in love with you for eight
I've been in love with you for eight years and I know that nothing is going to come out of it even though you are the lonliest person that I have ever met. I can't take this feeling anymore and I'm going to sleep with your best friend so that the small little bit of hope that sits in my heart and tells me that it might work out between us will be shattered and I will be forced to move on. . .I can't figute out why I'd rather do this than just take my chances and tell you. I feel like a shell.