for years now i have felt sick inside
for years now i have felt sick inside. suicidal if you will. I like to sacere people. but i am also a gental person, who dreams of killing my self, but I can not go through with it. am I just crazy or are other people out there just as crazy. I have a good life of wealth i am quite intelagent but could care less about using my inteligence. and I notice noone seems to care about what thay say only about what thay want. every time I take 1 step forward some one drags me 5 steps back. so tell me what in life is there to look forward to but death?