I dont know if you would be able to find this site and read my post, but it would be of great help for me to post this. it would ease the guilt feeling in me.
i really dont want to hurt you. but that's what you think. i didn't want to play on relationships. i know how much you love me, and i really appreciate that. it's just that, it is my ex and your cousin that i really love. even though he did something that broke my heart, i can't just threw away my love for him and the hope that he would come back to me. i didn't just expect that you would love me that much, but please, forgive me for acting that way, and hurting you. i know that there is some one who will love you the way you me. and that some one is not me.
i wish you all the happiness in life coz you deserve it.thanks for everything. for making me special in your life. also, thanks for helping me realize that being hurt by someone you love is not a hindrance to love him more. thanks so much..
to my boyfriend: hope that we will remain strong, despite all the ups and downs that we have face and we will face. i love you so much.