Thinking of you
I really don't know that I could tell you who this is addressed to, but if I could name you, I'd find you and hold you tight and not let go. You're why God put this big hole in my heart, you're the reason I was made incomplete. I know you exist, and you're out there right now, maybe not even thinking about me but I think about you. I pray for you, and about you, you're on my mind a lot lately. It's getting into my senior year and I'm going to be in college soon, and I've stayed away from a whole lot of trouble, and I've done a lot to hold to my standards. As of now, you'll still be my only one. I've saved myself for you, because you're very worth it. Sometimes I'm happy, but sometimes I worry that if I slip up we may not meet, and then I'll have to go on without that hole in my heart being filled up, and I'm not sure how much longer I can do that. I guess I don't have much new to say, but I hope our relationship has time to grow, and that we can get closer to God too, I can't wait until I get older and can get over all of these dumb teenage emotions. But for tonight, I'll say goodnight one day we'll see these starts together I'm sure.