I'm afraid to play videogames in front of other people...
I can't play videogames in front of other people. Sometimes I have to wait until 2 a.m. just to play when everyone is in bed. If I'm playing and someone walks in the room I get realllly nervous and have to quit the game. Playing online is even worse than playing in front of other people.... I ALWAYS chicken out before the game begins. There are so many people in the lobby.... and I especially hate those d**** with their headsets who scream "NOOOOB!" And "get the f*** outta here, man" because I don't even DO anything wrong; they're just being a*******. It doesn't help me at all.
It's like, I can't play in front of others because I'm scared they're judging how I play and watching everything I do. I don't want to die in my game and look like a loser in front of someone. Seriously, when someone is there while I'm gaming, I get paranoid and think "Oh god are they watching me play?? What if I die? Will they laugh at me? They'll think I suck at videogames. I don't want to look s***** at videogames!!! Are they watching me or not?!?!? OH MY GOD THEY PROBABLY ARE, SHIIIIIIT"
It's really pathetic, but I can't help it. I'm just a paranoid fuckstick I guess.