I need you.
I thought that I might be okay with breaking up with you, but once I thought you might not want to be with me, that changed. I realized that I love you so much more than I knew I did, and I cry every time I think about not being with you. We had the serious talk, because you thought I might not want to be with you. But as you told me you loved me so much, and I cried as I said it back I knew it was true. I don't want to live another day with out you, and the fact that you're not saying as much as you used to, you don't talk to me with the same fervor, the same joy as you used to, and that when you say I love you, it feels like you don't mean it, just kills me. The fact that it feels like you don't want to be with me anymore is something so hard to bear, and it makes me so miserable. You said you didn't want to hurt me, but the key word there is want. Nobody wants to hurt someone, but I'm scared that you just might. I'm so lost, and it hurts so bad. I need you, and I honestly love you, and you don't see that anymore.Jan 4, 2011