I don't get it
Everybody talks about s** like it's some big amazing thing, physically, emotionally, etc. I don't see it. It feels very mechanical to me, emotionless, like getting a pelvic exam from a doctor.
I used to be very interested in s**, easily aroused, etc. Then I lost my virginity, and all I could think was, "That's what all the fuss is about??" It just feels like getting split open, and I just have to put on a brave face and wait for it to be over, and then I'm all sore after. Now I'm not really interested in s** at all. I don't even m********* any more.
I hate it when people talk about s** like it's amazing because I either think they're lying or that I'm missing out on something that I can't get because maybe my body is broken or something.