I'm so confused
I've been married for nearly 5 years and have 2 children... my boy is 5 and my little girl is 2. I love my family to bits, and my wife and I have gone through so much, especially with my rough upbringing.
The trouble i'm having is that my wife is my second real love and is the third person I've ever slept with, my first was my first girlfriend, second I went to a prostitue and my wife third, so my sexual experience is not the best.
I have picked up alot by watching p***, but it's not the same as the real thing. I love having s** with my wife but sometimes i wish I was having s** with someone else.
If that opportunity ever comes along my heart is telling me no but my head is saying yes!!! I don't want to break up my marriage, but I do want to experience and have s** with other women... I almost feel like a part of me is incomplete until i get to do this.
Some will call me a loser, or a d***...or a cheater... whatever you call me I'm not bothered because all I want right now is to know what other people think and what I should do???