I'm in love with a married man who is a preacher
I'm in love with a man who is the head pastor of his church! We are both in love with each other and have had intimate relations. I am struggling with the fact that first he's a man of God! and second that he's married and says he loves his wife. Yet he loves me too and the s** is awesome! His wife recently found out about me and he is now pulling away from me. I'm an educated person. Meaning I have several advanced deegrees, I just can't stop thinking about him and loving him. I don't want him to leave his wife and hurt his family. But, I also want to continue to be part of his life. I realize what I need to do, and that is to simply walk away and never have any type of communication with him, but I just can't seem to will my way to do this.