Aren't they meant to always be there for you? to protect you and listen to you and comfort you?
then why is it that with my family i feel depressed and unwanted? why do they make me feel stupid and worthless?
I told you that i wanted to go to boarding school "for a change" but it's really because if i stayed at home i dont know how long it would be before i would seriously think about suicide.
it's been on my mind since i was 10 and i went into the kitchen and took that knife. i remember thinking how easy it would be to kill myself, right then and there.