A.L.A. Why must she always be on my mind? I looked it up, I really do get high when I'm around her. I hate it because I love her so much, but I wont do anything because I don't want to hurt her. So while she is out on the playing field of love, I'm on the sidelines, coaching her so she ISNT hurt. I'm always the first person she comes to, and my opinion matters the most to her and she always listens to it. Nobody over rules me unless EVERYBODY else she talks to disagrees with me. I'm always the first person she sits by, the first person she says hi to. If I weren't so foolish I'd say she loved me back.