That's exactly how I've spent my life, I started having uncontrollable suicidal thoughts at age 10, I started cutting at 11 and attempted suicide at 15, I didn't even tell my parents that I had depression issues and needed help until I was 16. "wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door" -Beatles.
thats cool that you put "real" in quotes by the way. What's your ideal self like? Some would say that's your real self.
I have a friend who is the same way.. I won't get into it but he has told me some messed up ** about himself but I'm still his friend and care a lot about him. What he said doesn't really even phase me. I dunno if everyone else would be so understanding however.
That's exactly how I've spent my life, I started having uncontrollable suicidal thoughts at age 10, I started cutting at 11 and attempted suicide at 15, I didn't even tell my parents that I had depression issues and needed help until I was 16. "wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door" -Beatles.
thats cool that you put "real" in quotes by the way. What's your ideal self like? Some would say that's your real self.
I have a friend who is the same way.. I won't get into it but he has told me some messed up ** about himself but I'm still his friend and care a lot about him. What he said doesn't really even phase me. I dunno if everyone else would be so understanding however.