I feel like I have no libido anymore
I never want to have s** anymore and it frustrates the s*** out of me, especially because my boyfriend is always h****. I feel like I have sexual dysfunction. I also feel discouraged because my boyfriend isn't always that great at s**. I've asked him like 50 times to not just shove it in there because it chafes my v****, but he does it every single time! Sometimes our s** is really kinky and I love it, but it's like hit and miss. Plus, he gets frustrated with me because I rarely initiate, but at the same time he never has a hard time getting turned on. He's a 24 year old guy... Maybe I am being selfish, but I feel like me trying to make him h**** is redundant because he is always h****, and I feel like he should try harder to make me h****... Except he doesn't. Is this horribly selfish? Plus his idea of initiating s** is literally asking if we can have s**. Yes... how sexy. Even though I have asked him over and over not to ask me, he does it every. single. time. Keep in mind, we have been dating for a year and a half. I also think I am discouraged because I have such a hard time orgasming. I have always had this problem, but I feel like my boyfriend is so discouraged by it that he doesn't even try anymore, which only makes me not want to have s** with him which makes this a never ending loop of repetition and asexual anorgasmia. This is sexual frustration to the extreme.