:-/ i dont blame her anymore

I havent told anyone this.....i guess ive been to scared and i worry what will happen to my sister if someone found out....this is just so hard for me sorry. i dont wish to see it typed. and i dont like the memories i have. but anyways lets cut to the chase i need to tell someone this that i know could keep my secret.
i have memories of my sister raping me when i was 4 (she was six) she didn't really rape me as much as tell me it was a game and forced me to do things.i dont blame my sister i know she was only young and didnt know better. but i just dont know how to get over it and not a day goes by that i dont think about what she did. and not a day goes by that i dont think about if she remembers what she did. but i cant just not love my sister........

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  • How old are you now? Has it stopped for since then? I had a similar enough experience with my brother many many years ago but a few years older, but not by much. In my case it was only then and never again and we don't speak about it, but I know for a fact he has never done anything like that with others. My guess is- lik emy own experience- it was a experimentation phase. Unless you suspect she is still like that I woul dlet it remain a secret forever.

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