I am obsessed with him
I spent 1 weekend with Eric 5 years ago and have not seen him since. I love him and want him so badly I think of him every day. I touch myself and constantly think about how badly I want to f*** him. I won't act on it but I want it so badly that I already feel like I am having an affair. We text and I send him dirty pictures of myself. I know this is wrong but I can't stop. No matter how much I love my husband, I want Eric. It's driving me mad.