Okay - so we've kissed. I've felt his p**** get hard. But we've never had s**. I love the way he kisses..... he wants me badly. I am MARRIED. I think about him all the time. I have sexual fantasies about him. I wait for his email/text/facebook. I am not a little girl - but I l*** after him so badly. If husband knew - he would be devistated - but he would forgive me. I never thought I would ever do this - but it's been done. Where is my scarlet letter?