Prohibited love and unrequited to boot

I am in love with a Mormon missionary.
I am a 29 year old who is in love with a 21 year old Elder from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I fell in love with the Elder on May 23, 2011.
This Elder knows I think he's cute and funny, but he doesn't know that I'm in love. I know his first name because I googled him. I know a lot about him because I googled him. He doesn't know I googled him.
I feel like I could totally marry him. Unfortunately this Elder will never love me the way I love him.
It sucks to be in love with someone who will NEVER love me the way I love him.
I wish I was younger!


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  • There is such a sweet spirit that follows some missionaries and I think that is what makes them so attractive. Your feeling the Holy Spirit off of them. I met my husband while he was on his mission. I actually didn't really like him when I first met him, but my mom adored him. He was sent home early for reasons that I would find out later. My mom invited him back to live in her basement so we could date. That is when I found out he had s** with some random girl while on his mission and that is why he was sent home. After a long time I excepted it and figured people make mistakes that doesn't define a person- BUT- 17 years of marriage and he hides all sorts of stuff from his s** addiction, his constant lying, affairs. I'm sorry your in love with said unrecipricated hurts...I'm in love with my ex missionary and it is sad that he will never love me as much as I love him. It's sad that he will never be able to love me in that beautiful way that is so Godly and pure. He is a beautiful man on the outside but lustful on the inside. I wish I could be what he wants...but I can't drop my standards that low as to have gang bang type s** just to satisfy him for a minute. Good luck, hun...finding someone to love you in an amazing way! Much love~

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