I love a guy thats over me
Today, i think this is my day, the day i die. im young, but i love a boy. we were together for a short while (7 months) and we were on and off. i caused the fights and our breakups. i did everything a girlfriend shouldnt have done. i cheated, told him to die, etc. and, he told me he still loved me after everything i put him through. but july 17th, yesterday, i really lost him. to another girl. i hope they live happy together, because i just want him to be happy. but for me, i dont deserve this life, and i just dont want to deal with this pain. i can't take it anymore; i hurt him, but in the end i get hurt too.
i wanted only him to be my purpose. but, now since he's moved on, theres nothing ican do ...
today, i think this is my day, the day i die.