So she had the baby...a "friend" of
So she had the baby...a "friend" of mine had a baby girl...and I'm having a horrible time feeling happy for her. This "friend" has been so mean to me over the past year that I just have a hard time feeling happy for her. First she was obsessive about getting engaged, then once that happend, she was obsessive about having the most perfect wedding ever...then she had to have the best house...and then of course after I had my child, she had to have one too. She's just such a b****...and I feel horrible for saying it...but I just wish that once she'd have to work hard at something. Everything just comes to her so easily...and i'm just sick of it. I went over in my pregnancy with my child a week...and of course she was bound and determined to have her child early...and of course....she had the baby early (almost too early). The baby was born early so she's in the nicu...and still she thinks the baby is going home with her when she is discharged in a few days. She's just such a b****...and like I said, I feel horrible saying it...but I wish she'd suffer in some way...have to work for something...and have a little piece of h*** in her life so much so that she'd be miserable! I wish she'd get what she deserves (all the times she's been so mean to me and talked about me behind my back)...I wish that instead of everyone paying her a bunch of attention (which is what she always thrives on) that they'd leave her alone...that she'd be lonely. I wish she wouldn't get her way anymore! God, I'm such a horrible person! If feels enlightening to say that though!