Why am i the way i am????

I confess that i have had s** with 3 diffrent wome since i have been married i have 3 kids and a beautifule wife i love my family and i love GOD but i have a problem its llike every time i get better or i stop and focus on what is and not this fantsy in my head i grow up and walk strate. than just one thing sets me off like i see some one i usta meace with or see a customer that i just got do closing a deal with and i no she is atracted ar first im like no i dont ned to tlk to her or no its not right and than its like my hand move to my ph or my legs walk to the door to chat a little who am i kiding flirt a little than i go home and see my family hug my kids kiss my wife and the next thing you no im getting a txt so i shut my ph off and relax but the first thing i do wen i walk in the dorr the next morning is say whats up beautiful or hows it goin baby did idk i have everything i could ever want and i no im goin to loos it all if i dont get my life right with GOD and my family but my flesh crys out and my owen evial little hearts dose what it wants idk why im righting this for every one to see and i no my spelling is horendus but it is what it is

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  • Hooked on phonics, dude....and then maybe a GED next

  • learn how to spell...that would be a good start

  • seek counseling

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