A thief...

I wish I would have just been a w**** and let you have it. Instead I fought you and begged you to let me go. And you laughed in my face. You said we weren't having fun yet. You raped me. You held my face so that I had to look into your eyes the entire time. And even as I cried you didn't stop. Now I can't hold a man's gaze. I'm paranoid and self-concious. When I look in the mirror I still see the bruised face you gave me even though it's been 3 years. And now when I lay beside the man i love I lay awake, afraid that nightmares of you will cause me to cry and scream in the night. I don't want to have to tell him about you. But when we make love too roughly I can't suppress the memories of you hurting me. You stole my virginity...please don't steal this love from me too

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  • my dear how I wish I could help you. it's a shame some A-holes can make a whole gender feel ashamed. I would like to kick his ass bad. You deserve better, find a therapist if you have not or at least someone you can trust to talk too.

  • that is horrible...

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