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A thief...
I wish I would have just been a ** and let you have it. Instead I fought you and begged you to let me go. And you laughed in my face. You said we weren't having fun yet. You ** me. You held my face so that I had to look into your eyes the entire time. And even as I cried you didn't stop. Now I can't hold a man's gaze. I'm paranoid and self-concious. When I look in the mirror I still see the bruised face you gave me even though it's been 3 years. And now when I lay beside the man i love I lay awake, afraid that nightmares of you will cause me to cry and scream in the night. I don't want to have to tell him about you. But when we make love too roughly I can't suppress the memories of you hurting me. You stole my virginity...please don't steal this love from me too
Buuuuuuut I thought being ** was every girl's fantasy. It is on this sorry excuse for a site
my dear how I wish I could help you. it's a shame some A-holes can make a whole gender feel ashamed. I would like to kick his ** bad. You deserve better, find a therapist if you have not or at least someone you can trust to talk too.
that is horrible...