So, I'm alone. I don't have any friends. Honestly, I'm not a dorky guy, or some sort of weirdo. I'm not even a pervert, though even perverts have girlfriends. I'm just an average guy. I play the piano, draw and film/edit videos at home. I'm 20, going to college and I'm pretty okay with how I live. There's just that one problem. I'm alone and it pretty much makes me think, 'Why can't I be with someone?' I've asked out many girls before. I've also been turned down, every single time. My whole life I've wondered what's wrong with me, or rather, why people don't like me. I try to be nice to people. It just seems like I'm destined to not have anyone in my life, though, I don't believe in destiny. When it comes down to it, I feel like there just isn't a place for me. At night I often dream of being in a world where people enjoy my company. I honestly love my dreams way more than reality. Maybe some day things will change, but for now, I'm not happy being alone.