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I miss Her
By now i should have felt the harm she made, but i can only feel how much i miss her.
maybe i'm addicted to what she made me feel.
Safe.
Valid.
Powerful.
Beautiful.
I miss making love to her, we were perfect together.
I even miss the fights, and the effort she made to understand me.
And help me.
She was always on the verge of leaving. And that hurt me even more than actualy leaving.
Nonetheless, i love her still.
Sounds like something the guy "who thinks he is my boyfriend" would say. I feel for you... just let her go. The girl loved you but you are just not what she wants nor what she needs.
Colin?
Aw man, i think I'm in love with you now.
That's a gorgeous confession, say it to her face and if she doesnt react kindly she is NOT worth these feelings.
I generally find it hard to be nice to anybody let alone tell them I appreciate what they say, so if I reckon it sounds incredibily sincere and loving it's gotta count.
?
I imagine my boyfriend wud feel like this if I left. Maybe I shud, maybe I hurt him more by staying 'on the verge of leaving'
Oh, shut up. Why on earth would you intentionally wanna hurt him?