Im in limerance and it's ruining my life
I don't generally like people let alone love them but I love someone desperately. He's all I can think about and all i want.
We were fuckbuddys for a while then he got his girlfriend back, I didn't think I'd mind. I never expected or wanted anything he wasnt prepared to give. Until he told me he would've liked to be my boyfriend, two days before his ex asked him back. So now he sees me as the only friend he can talk to about how he really feels inside and now I'm in a relationship with a man I cant stand and I'm using him for financial and personal stability, I rationalize my soulless using by reminding myself that he has no affection for me and wants only s** and good presentation and social skills in public
All I want is to be the love of the one I love.