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I REALLY DON'T KNOW?
I am so confused right now. I am a 17 year old female and I am still a virgin, but it's not like I'm not ready for ** cause I am. I have had chances to have ** with a few different guys but I have never really been interested in it. I am very attracted to men, but I don't really desire to have ** with them. I find myself wanting to be with a female not only sexually but emotionally too. Just recently though I have meant a guy that I am very attracted to and he is actually the only guy that I have desired to have ** with and would actually do it with, but I still want to be with another female. Does this mean I am just curious or bisexual, or a lesbian. I am to confused to even say it aloud, and it is even worse because I havn't got anyone that I can talk to about it. My parents say they will love me either way but they get disappointed at the fact that I actually support gays and I embrace it. My friends are just to ** judgemental for me to talk to, the only friend I have that wouldn't judge me is also my straight female friend that I love deeply and when I see her I just want to walk up and kiss her, so no luck talking to her either. I just need some advice on what to do. The guy that I have been talking to is amazing, and sweet and he is very attractive and I would so have ** with him, but if givin the chance I think would choose a female over him. I need someone to tell me something, can you please tell me what you think.
When i was 15,i finially made my First Communion in the class of 7 year olds.Mom was in the hospital recovering from an operation,so one of my distant cousins,Kayla,who was 22 at the time,came to our house that sunday morning to help dress me in the required First Communion outfit.While i took my bath,she laid out my outfit on my bed so it was all ready for me.After my bath,i came into my room and Kayla was waiting for me and being really nice and sweet! I took my towel off and sat down on the edge of my bed and laid back,then she slid the required cloth diaper under me,then applied the baby powder and rubbed it over my **,then did my chest and stomach.I was kind of liking her gentleness and it was the first time an older woman had ever touched me that way! She pinned the diaper on me,then put the plastic pants on over it followed by the tee shirt,then the lace socks,the white shoes,then my poofy communion dress and veil! She gave me a hug and told me i looked very nice and pure in my outfit.She took me out and showed me off to dad.Later on that day,after my party was over.my boyfriend,Mike,came over and brought me a gift.Dad took pics of me in my outfit on his cell phone and then went to visit mom and show her the pics.After he left,mike and i started kissing and after a few minutes,one thing led to another and hed had my communion dress off of me.He put his hand under my tee shirt and was rubbing my **,then ran his hand inside my diaper and plastic pants and was ** me! After it was all over,i was confused as i liked the soft hands of Kayla rubbing the baby powder on me,but yet Mike's hands were stronger and i felt more girly with him.
Tell the guy you want to have see with him and another woman. You'll make his dreams come true.
I think you should try having ** with the guy you like and go from there. I'm a woman and I've never had ** with another woman, but I've had ** with several men and I can tell you that once you do it, you may lose your desire for women ;-)
Nice.