Something I have known for a long time
I really want to be a female. I hate being a male. I love the way womens clothes fit and feel. I don't find men attractive. I just want to be a lesbian w**** and s**** lots of differant girls. I'm afraid that even if I go through with a s** change, I wouldn't be accepted as a female nor look like one! I'm also afraid that my marrige will end even though my wife knows about it. Every time I see an attractive woman I think to myself how I wish I looked like her.