I 'm Sleeping with a **

She's my mistress in every sense of the word. She's only the second ** partner I've ever had, but she's the only one I've ever enjoyed ** with.

** with my husband is much harder because it always hurts. I think he may just be too big for me. Also, he's really squeamish about trying anything new, so I'm ashamed to tell him about any of my kinks. I used to think I just really hated ** just because ** with him was never good. Tolerable, but not good.

But then I met my mistress, and I finally, FINALLY understand what everyone means when they say that ** is awesome. She still has her male junk, but it's quite atrophied after years of hormone treatment. So I can finally get ** without grimacing with pain because she's so much smaller than my husband.

I'm not proud of this. I am a cheating, lying piece of **. But I can't deny that, as far as my sexuality is concerned, I've never been happier.