So, am i good enough now ?

Over 4 years of cutting. More than 150 cuts on my wrists. 5 years of crying myself to sleep. Been bullied. Never a happy person. Chooses to be alone. Wall punching is my hobby. Screamo/hardcore music makes me feel great. People say I'm *ugly, anorexic, b****, w****, s***, a****** & more. Tried killing myself twice. So, am i good enough now ?

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