Can't stop thinking about it
I'm in a 4 year relationship, with an infant, and I can't stop thinking about a "hook up" with a friend in 2007. He's mixed race and it would NOT be okay if my family found out - but I miss him and wish I would've given him a chance. It was the best, most intoxicating s** of my entire life and I go to bed every night thinking about it. I think about it throughout the day. I'd love to get my hands on him at least once more.