I Wish I'd Never Cheated

My bf was in a weird depression/funk. The s** fell to once a month and he basically became one with the couch, forgoing showering even. During that time, I f**ked my ex. It was just for the s** and he was awful. My bf is the best s** I've ever had but I was desperate. I ended up getting pregnant and having a miscarriage (I would have had an abortion). My bf doesn't know what happened and he's since snapped out of it and our s** life is back, but I really just wish I could take back what I did and end the self-loathing. I want to say I'd never cheat again and I really believe that I WON'T ever cheat again, given how much I regret it, but I genuinely didn't think I was capable of it before I did, either. I just didn't know I would ever be in a situation where I'm being routinely denied s**. I'm ashamed of myself that I was so weak.

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