I want to be emotionless
I don't want to have emotions. I want to be emotionless or emotionally numb. Sometimes I try to be emotionless but my emotions just get to me. I try to listen to depressing songs to make me emotionless and I try to not care about anything. I just feel that if I'm emotionless, then nothing can affect me,nothing can hurt me. I don't want to care about anything. I don't want to feel anything. I just want to be completely emotionless.